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« on: February 23, 2008, 10:02:24 pm » |
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« Reply #1 on: February 23, 2008, 10:30:17 pm » |
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Ok see I knew this would happen. My first blog is gonna be a rant. I can't help it. What do you do when the person you are with insist on attaching himself to every aspect of your life till you feel like some one has wraped you up in the worlds largest quilt and tied your arms down. I can't breath for my bf being there to smell my breath. It's one thing to be an attentive lover and it's another thing to have no life of your own. I mean for pete's sake he got mad that me and my mom spent a couple of hours together out to breakfast. I left him a message that we were going and yet he still freaked. He dosen't want to give me time to do my art. He is in my face so bad that offten I end up yelling at him to shut up so I can work on a pic. I am out of work at the moment so my art as all I have to keep my mind sane cause I sure can't afford my medication yet he can't understand this. Is there no happy medium. Is it not possable to find a well balanced love out there. Why must it be one or the other. Ether the guy is so attached that u want to chew your arm off like a animal caught in a trap or he dosen't pay u any attetion and goes off and cheat. Good grief I think I should have stayed single. I don't think I am the marrage type and I know I don't like children my temper can be a bit short and I have a serious independent streak that thankfully I got from my mom. I just want a nice quiet peace filled life. What's a girl to do.
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« Reply #2 on: March 01, 2008, 03:47:21 pm » |
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Yeah baby finally a day to myself to do what I want to do. Boy oh boy did I need this. For the most part all I want to do is work o my art and today my bf went to a friends house so I get the day to myself with out having to hear are you done yet a bazillion times lol.
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« Reply #3 on: May 25, 2008, 04:27:53 am » |
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 you know i dont get why people are more willing to give the sick what they want and not what they need. my grandmother has been sick for the past five years. this woman is bed ridden not because she has no choice but because she wants to be. dumb thing is as long as my grandfather and uncle keep bringing her junk food to ply down her throat that is just how she is gonna stay untill she dies.
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